moved to utah ):

yes, im in utah
do you feel bad for me?
you should.
wellllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll i forgot i even had a blog, and from what i've been looking at, it's embarising.
it's official: i have no life

mkay, i'll fix this thing later

recent discovery

i have a blog.
i fogot that information.

summer :]

hmm i have some blogging to catch up on :]
haha
okay well for starters, my birthday was on june 7th
woot woot
i went to soccer camp from june 15th to the 21st
and i've just been spending alot of time having fun
trying to hangout with friends more before high school and stuff

woo hoo :]

haha okay it's been a while sense my last post, but i have some goooooooooood news!
well if you've read some of my older posts you would know that i auditioned to be in the schools talent show singing "my heart will go on", which i got into. the unfortunate part was that the talent show was the same day as i was vacationing to utah.. so that didnt work out.
recently i auditioned to be in a choir talent show where only choir performers can audition, i was nervous not only because i could possibly mess up, but i knew the other girls that were trying out and they were good. surprisingly i was not nearly as nervous for auditions as for the talent show, which proved to be a huge confidence booster :] haha.
i sang a remix of "part of your world" from the disney movie the little mermaid.
and guess what i made it again! haha i'm so proud of myself the song is so much fun. but i have never sung all by myself in front of that many people before so i'll probly be freaking out. haha but i can't wait. i'm really proud of myself, and i think the song is great.

guess who's in utah

i am in utah :) haha. cool huh. the sad thing is i'm only going to be here for a couple of days. i wish i could stay here for much longer, but what can you do? i'm just glad i'm here. i love everyone up here so much! i'm acctually really disapointed that i have to leave soooo early. i want to come up over summer too, but i can't get everything i want. a girl can hope though right? haha. anyway i guess that's all i have to say for this update. bye.

fossil rim vacation

over spring break my family vacationed to a wild park called fossil rim. this place is so much fun! you drive around the park and wild animals will come up to your car and you can feed them food that you purchase at the beginning of the trail it was alot of fun seeing and feeding the different animals. we saw all kinds of dear, rhinos, giraffes, birds, fish, bugs, zebra, and many others.

the trip itself over all was fun, but being with my family driving for several hours and sleeping in one small hotel room for two nights especially when your with your brother who's only one year old. it was exhausting haha. i love texas.

my choice

well as you have probly read from my earlyer posts i'm facing a disapointing problem :( earlyer me and my dad had planed to go to utah for vacation. i had also recently found out that i had made the talent show singing my heart will go on. i have been waiting a long time to visit utah again, and also been practicing really hard for the talent show. so i though all was well because both were going to happen...WRONG the day that the talent show is taking place i am schedueled to be in utah. sad, but true. also during the time i would be in utah is a big choir concert, but i faced my decision that i will go to utah and miss the talent show and choir preformance. i already made up for missing the choir concert and well because of my cowardness haven't told the talent show director that i'm not attending. the lady scares me and i'm afraid of getting into trouble, so i'm acctually not planning on ever telling her ;) haha. but i'm excited for utah even though i am a little disapointed about what i am going to be missing out on, but it's all good.

bloging :)

wow i always make fun of my mom for getting so involved with her blog. but i acctually really like it. it may sound dorky and weird that i have posted so many weird and almost pointless entrys, but i dont really care. my friends say i'm crazy. haha :]

PROBLEMS PROBLEMS

okay there have been many confusing and unfortunate things going on lately. and lets just say it's not fun at all in anyway whatsoever..

i made the talent show, which is sceduled to take place on april 3rd. i'm supposed to be in utah during this time. as if that wasn't enough my choir's "supper bowl" of the year called UIL is on april 4th also a day that i am supposed to be in utah. my parents gave me premition to skip going to utach and my younger brother would get to go, so i could get a good grade in choir and sing in the talent show. i talked with my choir teacher and she said that it would be fine if i missed the concert.

the only reason why i care so much about the talent show is that i finally gained up enough courage to try out and sing in front of people and i was one of the few people that made it.

i haven't quite made up y mind yet, but it will be difficult to decide between the talent show in utah. i am leaning more towards utah though.

go maddie go <3

i made the talent show!

haha yay. when it was my turn to sing they told me i had one minute. i had my "assistant" put my CD in on track two (the kareoke version of my heart will go on). that's when i started to shake like crazy! and i could enedietly feel my face turning red! i looked out at the judges, one of which was my teacher. and she smiled at me which made me feel better. but then of cours i did a terrible thing i looked down at my music and never ever looked away. i knew i was doing that at the time, but i feared that if i looked away and out at the audience that i would start getting really nervous. so i stared down at my music and sung into the microphone in front of about 40 people. i know that wasn't much, but i hate being judged! i only had enough time to sing, "every night in my dreams i see you i feel you that is how i know you go on far accross the distance and spaces between us you have come to show you go on near far wherever you are i believe that the heart does go on." and then they cut me off with a loud "TIME"! i walked off the stage with a big smile and it had gone very! although it had'nt felt like a whole minute so i feared that they had cut me off, because it was bad. but a lot of people applauded and told me how well i did, so i was feeling pretty good about it. i could still feel my face burning up though. wow i was so proud of myself. the next morning when i got to school i went straight over to where the cuts were posted, but i wasn't on the list of people who made the cuts. I WAS ON THE LIST OF PEOPLE WHO WERE AUTOMATICALLY IN THE TALENT SHOW! yay i made it :) i'm so happy.

TRIP TO UTAH

me and my dad are coming up to visit family in west jordan, utah. me and my dad will most likely be staying with my gradparents(my dad's parents). i have so many cusins and aunts and unckles there so it should be a lot of fun seeing everyone again! the last time i saw them was last july. i live in texas where it is so HOT even at this time of year. it will be nice to get some cool air. we are leaving april 2nd and coming home april6th. i'm so excited! i haven been on an airplane in two years and i love air planes! i'll miss thursday and friday of school, but i honestly dont care. i'm just excited that i am going to see some family. unfortunately i will only be there a few days, but we'll have to see what happens.

my heat will go on

talent show auditions are on march 10-12 and i'm freaking out! i'm auditioning on the song "my heart will go on," the theme song for Titanic, my favorite movie :) i'm so nervous, but i have been practicing really hard. i will let you know how my audition goes later. wish me luck please.

here are the lyrics to the song :)

my new blog :)

I'm so excited to start blogging! haha. "blogging" what a funny word. i think it's a word?...anyway. my mom made me a blog for my birthday a few years back, but i never really got involved in it. a few minutes ago i actually tried to log on to my old blog, "purple makes people happy," but i haven't been on it in so long that i forgot how. haha. now i am more experienced with computers and know how to type, so i think i will be a lot more involved with my new blog. i also think that this will be a fun way for me to keep a journal. i have had uncountable journals/diary's and never been able to keep writing in it. i hope this will be easier and more fun for me and still allow me to keep a journal. well an online journal that is. anyway I'm making it a new goal to write in my new blog, this blog frequently. thanks for reading <3>